Well,Well Well Well.......

Today.....Wasn't much,Except for the fact that today was teacher's day,everything was worse than normal,first,for some reason,either i was possessed or i was temporarily mad,i didn't eat in school with the rest of them,don't know,just felt this impulse to leave,like my whole body being controlled,ah,well,if that's how fate wants it to be today.....then i don't think i can have a say in this,can i?Well,so i went to compass to eat,then after that,i walked back to school to see if the rest of them are still there,even though my instincts told me no,but still,hoping wouldn't be too bad,i needed the excercise anyway,so,expected results,everyone was gone,no idea where they went,so i went home,and while at home,i was rather bored,nothing to do,i drew what i wanted to draw today,i read all the books,i wasn't in the mood to do work,so i sorta rotted at home,practised adjusting my pitch and singing skills by singing some jap songs(not really good,i think,i have better things to do),well,i had this realllllllly strong feling that the rest of them were playing basketball and studying or something,but perhaps that's just what happens every time,haha,i might have ben dreaming.

Anyways,at night,i went to compass again,to find the calculator cuz i sorta lost mine,so went i went to popular,surprise surprise,there wasn't any,lols,sad,another waste,but at least that's a good way to spend time,so,followed mum to NTUC,my dad bought durian,my mom bought fruits,butter,and alot of other stuff,and i resumed my temporary career as a carrier,so,after that,i went home,and here i am,typing on this blog.....wow,i seem pretty short tempered today,haha,wonder why....


This feeling of loneliness,no matter how many people there are,i still feel lonely,i know,i've had it since young,but now,even if i have lots of friends,why do i still have this feeling?No matter how i put it,it's still not logical,i wonder why......