Okay,a THURSDAY,not exactly what i planned,hmm,i hoped the holidays would be a little more fun,but it was all work,work,work,haha....com spoilt,and in why can i post?That's cuz it's only my display adapter that's spoilt,i can do basic efatures but i can't play games that require graphic acceleration,and that's like,sad,lol,there's still fun anyway,FINALLY FINISHED THE DnT PRODUCT!FINALLY!!!!,lol,that took dam alot of effort,but it's not exactly stable,i would say,lets see...my brother went to my relative's house often to stay now,and it's a little peaceful here(I know,that's really bad of me to say taht,but it's really much more quiet),and i also don't have much things to do,i just don't like to do homework for my past time,so i read storybooks,yeah!Also fixing Gundam toys,not bad,actually,so.....yeah,that's about all i did this 2 days,well,now i'm just gonna wait for my birthday before the're's something to do

Well,yesterday was fun,went to pasir ris park late,cuz had to ask my mum for permission and stuff like that,but it was worth it,wish i had brought a kite.....ah,there was also the balloon thing,rather funny,everyone tried different method to get the balloon down,but in the end,a strong wind blew and it flew away,well,it earned it's freedom,hmm,sounding rather emo today,don't know why,suddenly very tired,don't have the mood to post anything nowadays,feeling a little empty,also,have abit of headache,this is why i don't have afternoon naps.....

I always wanted a relaxing life,as supposed to what i have to face now,the constant pressures of school work that decides the future,each moment of fun,people hope for it to last forever,but alas,the world isn't meant to be this way,no matter how i twist and turn it,i see only cruel realities of life,mixed in with joy and laughter.Having experienced two sides of the coin,i understand,the difference of having people precious to you and looking forward to tomorrow,and always wishing time would stop and to change the bad things that happened,asking questions like "why couldn't have i changed this?","why wasn't i there to stop it....?","why must this happen to me and not somebody else?".Many regrets like this are inevitable,so people will have to fight it,and not lose so easily,as the time goes by,people tend to gather in groups,to spill out what their hearts think,to ease any pain they have,to enjoy what things that may cheer them up or make things fun.this is what they call "Friends",i have never truly knew what it was like to have them,but i understand a little now,the way people fight to protect things they cherish,to give up everything they have to protect the ones they love,with something like this,at least i can see the world in a different light...

Well,maybe this is enough reflection for today,also for the first time,lol....,back to yesterday,okay,during mei zhen's bday,there were some people who made her cry,most probrably something from the past,well,they don't have any courtesy at all,considering that it's her bday,aik how went to argue,vulgarities flew abit,and they started argueing,but it was resolved later,but it was really tense,al of us were prepared in case a fight really happens,but if it really does,i supopse i will try to stop it,ah well,i admit,i'm not the smartest or the strongest person alive,but i can understand the pains of life,well,i suppose im'just gonna stop here,i hope the best of the future for everyone!